T.F.I Friday!!
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: The Starting Line - I'm Real
Hello!!!!

I've just finished my essay which I have been working on since about 10.30 geez it took me ages! Probably due to the after affects of a slightly drunken night down the Tumbledown.

Long story short..I was drinking doubles of vodka and Gin and a shooter [squashed frog..yummy] when I hadn't eaten since 11am that day. My ex turned up, he seemed moody so I told him he was being rude and then I told him to fuck off as he was being all sarcastic and mean, so he deserved it! Then Alley got mad at me because of it and what happened later, where Sam stormed off in a huff like a child. I feel a bit bad, but to be honest I'm kind of suspicious as to how much time they are spending together..

So anyway...back to being happy, which I am very. It is nearly the weekend. I'm going to Quarantine tonight, which should be great :) I love it there!

I can't believe how fast time goes by, I mean it's nearly half way through November!! Woooah..only another 2 1/2 months until I hear from the ACM about my application. I hope I am successful :) If not, I'll try again another year.

anyways, I'm off for a bit. I need to get my art from textiles!! :) hee hee

Fee xx

Not another rant...
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: All The Time - Green Day
I should be all smiles today, no college - which means no stupid choir thing and having free tim to do what I want.

However, I have work again - the joy! Last night was awful, the lift was broken so we had to cart everything up and and down the stairs, then take things back up afterwards too! Really hope the lift is working tonight.

Also, I have an essay to write for Friday for sociology. I tried to start it but I coudln't do it, my mind is all over the place. I might do some exercise after I've written this blog, release some endorphins [don't know if I spelt that right] that way I'll be cheery cheery and perhaps more focused.

That over with, I have managed to arrange with Rich that he will give me 50 pounds for the TOC tickets :) That's good because I am running out of money and it is not even half way through the month yet - eek!

I want to explain what happened last night/early this morning on the net with Criss but right now I cannot be arsed to go into detail. All I will say is, I don't understand our relationship at all - he goes out of his way to tell me he has a new girlfriend, and then gets irritated that I don't talk to him in class like I used to. I won't comment on it, all it will do is make me look like an asshole - which i am not, most of the time!

Anyways, I'm going to exercise for a bit.

Speak to you laters

Fiona xx

[I'm keeping this up to date so well *applauds self*]

So confused, and tired
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Busted - Why [Maybe I shouldn't have put this in]
Howdy,

It's Tuesday afternoon, I'm in the study centre yet again trying to revise my business terms as I have a test next at 2.35pm AHH!!! I'm tired, because of the lack of sleep over the last few weeks and the fact I had work last night until 9pm and didn't get home until 10pm. And today I have a full day at college and..[a bit of a tangent now, but the girl sitting next to me did so earlier in the Dell, what are the chances of that?!?!] anyways..yeah I have work at 6pm til 9pm.

Work wasn't so bad actually yesterday, I filled the confectionary at the front of the store. That took e all whole 3 hours I had!! Hopefully do something different tonight, to make the job interesting.

It sucks being tired, and having to try and concentrate at college all the time - worrying about exams, doing homework. Then there is the fact my room is getting messier by the day but whenever I have free time it is at a ridiculous time at night when I have been busy all day and cannot be bothered to do any cleaning!

So that's the whole tired rant over now for the confused rant...

I have two tickets to the taste of chaos tour that is next Monday on the 14th. I do really want to go, however, I don not have the money to go or time as I now work Monday nights. So, first I thought I would put them on Ebay, only problem is I woul dhave to send them by post to the winner etc and some are not going for much money! So..I text my mate Rich Miles about it at first he is all I don't have any money Fiona, and Bex my mate asked me about it. So I told her the price etc and she was all like yeah I would love to go with Paul that would be perfect. Then Rich texts me saying he wants them for his birthday as his parents are giving him 100 pounds. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! AHHH!!!! I haven't replied..

Also, I don;t know why but I am not being very social in psychology anymore with Criss. And, deary me the last two blogs have been full of rants!! Lol..on a good note Leon text me back quickly yesterday and today actually, less than 24 hours between each text - amazing for him!

I gotta go look at my terms one more time before going to do the test!! wish me luck..I'll need it!!

Fee xx

Hmm..running out of money!
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Soleil - Maxeen
Heylo..

Forgot I had a blog until, someone kind of reminded me! Anyways I thought I would randomly say what I got up to at the weekend and type in what's on my mind. So..here goes

Friday I went to the tumbledown with my mates and then to Quaratine, which was fun! :) Rich came down from uni, it's only in Southampton, but I hadn't seen him since early September! So it wa nice to see him again. The music ruled for once!! There was a guest DJ called Amy who played music I liked :) She played two green day songs, an NFG one [WHICH RICH MISSED GRR] lol it was our friend song :(, and a couple of blink 182 songs - including man overboard!! Apart from the music the night was also fun because the two Rich's picked me up and swung me around hee hee fun..and then Rich pushed me in a trolley by Farnborough Tech at 2.15am!!

Saturday, I woke up late, for the first time in ages - thank god I left Evans! Then I went to the pub for lunch with the parents, and headed off to Sainsbury's. So yeah a boring day but then I went to the Agincourt in the evening, after chatting to someone in my business class who found me on myspace. Anyways, Agincourt was good - it is always a good laugh. My friend Nat has started to go so it is especially fun now! Anyways, did the usual, drink..mosh..drink..mosh etc etc Bagged another free lift from two guys I didn't meet until the end. They were Nat's friends..Ant and Jamie. When I got back with Alley and Nat I made us some Quorn mince, as I am veggie and then we went to bed.

Then Sunday was basically get up go to work at Woolies, strangely enough I was not tired and had a great day too :) Headed off to the tumbley for a drink with Jamie and Julie, Chris Tudor was there too and some people I didn't know but nevermind it was okay.

Oh, I forgot to say that on Friday Sam [the ex] was a bit of an idiot. He tried to start a fight with Rich, which was pointless. And.. I think that is about all I forgot.

So yeah overall, an okay weekend, did no college work and a whole load of fun stuff.

To be honest though for the past few days I have felt a bit odd, people have sensed it too..like Bex and Leon at the Agincourt and Quarantine but I have no idea why?!?! Oh well, guess we all have times when we don't know what we're feeling.

Oooooo, bought my Yellowcard ticket today for December the 15th. I can't wait, it should be awesome! I just hope I have enough money for the rest of the month, because I'm running out fast. May have to sell my Taste of Chaos ticket to someone that I have spare.

Catch ya laters..keep rocking those socks off. I have work in just over 2 hours :(

Fee xx

Hey dudes and dudettes..
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: Killing In The Name - Rage Against The Machine
As this is my first blog entry ever I'll make it a happy one :)

Yay...I'm very tired and I'm in the study centre at college with the lady who tells people to shut up. Psychology next, then I have to go to Boots to buy some soap!! Because I got my tragus pierced yesterday and need to clean it properly!

Anyways...talk laters

Fee xx